My Feelings when I saw him

This time my heart banged against my chest. I wasnt sure if i wanted to sink down and hide so he wouldnt see me or if i wanted him to see me.

And the odd thing was that as he stood there, he did see me.
The moment his presence registered my heart, my head became motionless and our eyes met after 4yrs. I could see the smile play across his lips n my breathing quickened.......